A Passive Dreamer: Confession of tot

           To begin with, our life is full of hope, lofty dreams, hard-core challenges and inevitable problems, mysteries that made us wonder and compose of the people we depend on when we feel like giving up. When we were a growing child dreams count a lot than playing. I wish I was like my idol Marian in beauty, Lea Salonga in voice, Harvard Professor in

brain, etc. I wish I have this, that and those. Oftentimes, people take everything for granted and count me as one. Moreover, As I'm getting matured, everything now  is important. I'm still dreaming though.

I wish I have the opportunity to become a famous writer someday, one of my ultimate dream in the future. As often as possible wherever I stay, I'm picturing myself as a newspaper expert editor or writer, most of the time, telling or giving my profound and analyzed comment and/or critique about a particular subject located at the editorial sections or let it be in anywhere. Not only in the newspaper but also in the books. I prefer academic books or if not journals, why not. But above all, in relation to writing, I really wanted to write about a story like dramas if I had the chance. I always find pleasure in reading academic books, various articles in the newspaper and journals, online blogs specifically the spiritual blogs of Bro. Bo Sanchez. It's my one way of chilling myself from stress.

I really love dreaming, day and night. It allows me to become so imaginative that I created love story that entails tragedy and comedy. This, I think, makes me proud of myself because I got to utilize my imagination, memory and a lot more. I prefer making stories when I'm in my bed enjoying the softness of the pillow on my head and blanket around my body with the lights turn off. I always have a piece of cloth place above my eyes so that I can easily figure out t what  kind of  characters I want, scenes  that I need and sense the inner mix emotions of the story. 

I chose characters according to the degree I know a person, the people I knew around me like my boyfriend, family and friends, and the villains are usually the people who become villain in my real life-world. I started to use them since when I was a child, I believe any beginner as a story-teller does, until now but I'm looking forward to change them so I could create better stories. 

For the creative style, structure, and organization of my story, I'll rely it first on my imagination. If I already have the full capacity to create, I can now bring my story in real life in a way that it can present the best drama on earth (chos lang). But at this very moment, I'm striving hard to learn more about writing from basic to  complex of it in order to create a reality out of my piece not just an imagination.