Random Thought

The ever foolish sinner of all time. I couldn't imagined how these things happened so fast. I couldn't even imagined that I did it. I really have to stop and make life meaningful as I live by. Boooo. What a life. What a terrible Life.

ACE WATER SPA

January 15, 2012 was AWESOMEEEE. I enjoyed a stress free life once again. You know, without thinking of anything but enjoy the whole day with the ones who truly loves you. Ace Water Spa, a certified class A water spa in Quezon City, is such a marvelous place to go with your family and/or friends. It was my first time to experience whole body spa and my first time to wear swim suit ever (Yeah, Awwwwesommme!). Bunchful of Thanks to Wong Family for giving me this rare chance to celebrate life. I've never seen such a cool place in my entire life since yesterday but unfortunately camera wasn't allowed inside. Goddamn. That's not cool. (What a stupid rule). Alas! I don't have anything to show to my family the proof that the place really exists.

Unlike any other spa I've ever known and seen in the television, Ace was so different. Instead of relying on someone to massage your body, you have to move around the swimming pool (type) spa. And mind you, No one will massage you but the water itself. COOLness.

I google the place so you can see it and I encourage you to experience the one-day-body-spa in ACE water spa. It's like advertising the place but I tell you, YOU deserve to be there and you would love to go back to ACE again and again and again. It's the best to see the place yourself. 

OSO Christmas party 2011 plus 5th year Anniversary

Among my friends, my OSOmates are the dearest. Why. Simply because they're Amazing! totally GREAT and they're all precious to me. Last December 18, 2011 (Sunday), that was yesterday, we had a BLAST !

Here come and see some of the snapshots that we had during the Oso Night. 

Barkada Pic

My friends eating

We are all smiling in front of you

Playing the five-foot-in-the-Sun game

Lizette holding the zip of Gerald

My twin sis passing the paper towards Say

Powdered face after the Hula-Mo-to game

Another barkada Pic (quite descent isn't it)

We are actually more than 20 members within the Kaibigang Oso group ( hindi ako sure kung ilan, sare naman! ) way back in High school but unfortunately some of our members are quite busy at that time ( busy DAW ) so the present members only got the chance to enjoy the once-a-year gathering or party of the said group ( Ha ha ha, mainggit ang mga di pumunta). Honestly, we're all proud of each other ( so TRUE ). 

The only thing that we have changed as time goes by, I believed, is our respective physical appearances ( may mga tumaba na, gumanda at gumwapo lalo, at may maliliit pa din. Sige na. ako na maliit ) but the excitement to see each other, enjoy and keep the company of the group is still there ( Yun naman kasi yun eh ). 

However, despite of the fact that the group, as you can see on the photos above, is incomplete at that wonderful night, we still enjoyed the oppurtunity God has given to us together (syempre minsan lang to eh ). We still had fun. This is again another victory for all of us (battle? chos! ), another satisfied night with my friends. What a blissful, delightful party I've ever had! 

And i'm looking forward for another simple yet fun fun fun gathering of Kaibigang Oso next year ( oh mga oso, gawa gawa ng paraan ha. hmpf... and panalangin ko sana kumpleto na tayo next time ! .. eh yun ay kung may milagrong magaganap..) as we all hopeful graduating Oso (kaso hindi lahat gagraduate this 2012 dahil my nag-stop, may mga 5th year ang course at may mga already graduates na with 2year course) 

 Mabuhay tayo mga Oso! <-------(korni. hahahaha )

What I really miss

I want you to know that I really miss everything about my WORK. I used to be a library staff before for about a year lang naman and 2 years experience at the Publishing House of UST (na namimiss ko din). Anyway, talking to my work in the library, I wake up very early this morning thinking that books in the library are waiting for me. But yeah, they are all waiting for me to read and study them and not to do my usual task there. I used to clean and rearrange the books properly in the shelves daily ( Actually, lahat kami yan ang ginagawa). Sometimes, I'm in the counter checking student's I.D whenever they enter Humanities Section, the place where I was assigned to. We make sure that the area's clean and never allow students to break the rules such as observing silence, disobeying the use of gadgets and borrowing books to mention some inside the section. The working students rearrange the book cards according to their accession number and the books according to their call numbers. We checked every single things inside the section located at the fifth floor ( 2nd to the highest floor).

Aside from the library itself or should I say the Humanities section that I miss are my fellow workmates. They are the sauce of my happiness inside the library that I will surely cherish for the rest of my life. The staffs are very actively funny. Actually, we have the guts to break the rule inside the library ( oh di ba, kabog ang head namin). Sometimes, we broke our head's heart unintentionally (10% unintentionally and 90% intentionally). We study during the working hours which the chief librarian prohibits, we neglect our duty just to have fun by having conversation about love lifes, movies, or whatever story it may be just ( mga suwail na estudyante, PAK ! ) to let the time runs swiftly like the air pass unnoticed and wait until the class time. They joke around. We dance, sing and laugh along the side of the shelves and corners.We play (that's really great)! My fellow mates usually wait for their cute, tall and handsome crushes to come into our section (hindi mawawala yan) and they were there staring at their crushes while making kwento and all with us (kinikilig sila e). 

The most cool thing about my work is that other sections were being jealous to us. Why? Simply because they are UNHAPPY (oh no! ).  However, not all of them are unhappy only a few based on their own stories ( please, take note of that! ). In the social science section for instance, some of them, the working students, have these juicy issues against their head and/or assistant head or whatever. Other sections mark us as "Undisciplined Working Students" and the chief librarian oftentimes gets the attention of our dearest head to discuss something about our negligence. After the talk, our head is like wala lang because she knew that it's not only her staffs who are irresponsible in their work ( TAMA ! there are a lot actually. Pero pinagsasabihan din naman kami ng head namin). We have a lot in common ( Oo nga, kakasabi ko lang. paulet ulet? ). We spread the virus called "Irresponsible Virus" ( Panget ng name. imbento lang kasi you know ) but we do not start the virus ( never ! ). Despite of the marks that we've got from the insecure staffs of the benavides Library (insecure talaga? bitter? HAHAHAHA), hell yeah we don't really care about what other people think about us. We just go with the flow ( sabeee? ). We just laugh at it and mind our own business ( Oh eh, ansabe ng bangs niyo?! ). We all said that as long as we're happy in our work, continue it but still be responsible (chos ! ). My college life isn't complete without them. I so love them. 

No more Darkness, No more Fears

 I keep telling myself not to be lonely, or worst miserable, because it will just mess my life in the long run. I'm afraid to make mistakes, indeed. Mistakes keep me away from improving myself and savoring life. It is as if I'm always a mistake, hopefully not and I believe I'm not. 

                  Before I go to sleep whenever I'm all alone, be it anywhere, I usually reminisce things that happen during the day. I'm stocked thinking every little bad things or mistakes I've done in any corner of my life. They often reminds me of being me as a little creature, hopeless and dead. When was that? Well, I tell you. It's always. I mean, everyday. It's quiet normal for others but I don't care. One thing I'm sure about is that, I need help! I need Helping hands that could take me away from those nightmares. 

           It was in the year of 2009, when I first met this guy while calling that year "the greatest downfall" (napaka exxagerrated naman.. talagang greatest?). I met him  via television. Prof. Sanchez told the entire class to watch "The Word Exposed" by Bishop Chito Tagle that tackles about sunday's gospel televised from 6am to 7am during sundays. It's truly a very good program for nourishing everyone's soul about the goodness of the Lord.  He is a good preacher. But because of my excitement, I turn on the television thirty minutes before the said program thinking that it was Tagle's program. At that exact moment, I accidentally watch Brother Bo's program entitled Kyrygma Family. I'm about to turn off the tv and wait for Tagle's program after thirty minutes when Bo told his story back when he was a child, he was molested.  It interests me quickly and I don't know why. I decided not to turn off the tv anymore. He's telling about his difficult times, his addiction to pornography and all. I thought it's not right for a preacher like him to tell in front of his viewers the bad things that he've done in the past which, I think, is shameful for his image. But he did. (You can read his blogs to know more about him bosanchez.ph)

                Brother Bo is also a good preacher. As the program's about to end, His word remains in me. He told us, the viewers and audiences, " Friend, You are so special in the eyes of God. No matter how bad you are, you're still special to him. Our savior don't want us to be lonely. He really never wants it. He wants us to be happy. He wants us to grow, to develop, to love him the way he loves us. If you're problematic, let the Lord help you. He's always your helping hand in difficult times. The lord never behold your mistakes nor blame you for your weaknesses. He's always on your side waiting for you to call him". I can't believe myself crying that moment. I've never realized how good God is until that time. Afterwards, I groaned, " God help me!". 

                   Since that day, I've changed. My faith is getting stronger again. Brother Bo have impacted a great change in my life. His words are so special. It is with the grace of the Lord, I know. Perhaps, it's not merely an accident that I've watched Brother Bo's program. Maybe, God woke me up as early as 5:30 in the morning at that very day because he wants me to realize that He's always there for me, be it good or bad times. Moreover, he wants  to remind me his presence which I felt in an instant. Thank you Lord for always being there for me, for taking good care of me, for those difficult times that made me really weak. He knows what I deserve and maybe this is his will. I also want to thank Brother Bo for waking my spirit to not worry anymore because we all have this one and only God that would protect us. God's always after our happiness not our mistakes. I don't deserve to be lonely, I deserve better than this. Brother Bo told us," friend, it's our time, our day, our moment to grow, be strong enough and let God carry all your burdens. Because there will be No more Darkness, No more Fears!

A music to remember

I heard this music played at some catching scenes in Aga Mulach and Angel Locsin's greatest tagalog love story entitled In the Name of Love. I started to love this beautiful
song probably because of the movie I've seen a week ago with my most understanding friend, my boyfriend :) The said movie portrays a very good kind of love aside from unconditional love. The Sacrificial Love.

I have to admit that of all the tagalog love story I've watched in cinemas, this is the only tagalog movie that touches my heart which I think many would agree with me. I love the whole casts. Two thumbs up for the whole casts and for all the people that made this movie possible. Heads UP :)

A Passive Dreamer: Confession of tot

           To begin with, our life is full of hope, lofty dreams, hard-core challenges and inevitable problems, mysteries that made us wonder and compose of the people we depend on when we feel like giving up. When we were a growing child dreams count a lot than playing. I wish I was like my idol Marian in beauty, Lea Salonga in voice, Harvard Professor in

brain, etc. I wish I have this, that and those. Oftentimes, people take everything for granted and count me as one. Moreover, As I'm getting matured, everything now  is important. I'm still dreaming though.

I wish I have the opportunity to become a famous writer someday, one of my ultimate dream in the future. As often as possible wherever I stay, I'm picturing myself as a newspaper expert editor or writer, most of the time, telling or giving my profound and analyzed comment and/or critique about a particular subject located at the editorial sections or let it be in anywhere. Not only in the newspaper but also in the books. I prefer academic books or if not journals, why not. But above all, in relation to writing, I really wanted to write about a story like dramas if I had the chance. I always find pleasure in reading academic books, various articles in the newspaper and journals, online blogs specifically the spiritual blogs of Bro. Bo Sanchez. It's my one way of chilling myself from stress.

I really love dreaming, day and night. It allows me to become so imaginative that I created love story that entails tragedy and comedy. This, I think, makes me proud of myself because I got to utilize my imagination, memory and a lot more. I prefer making stories when I'm in my bed enjoying the softness of the pillow on my head and blanket around my body with the lights turn off. I always have a piece of cloth place above my eyes so that I can easily figure out t what  kind of  characters I want, scenes  that I need and sense the inner mix emotions of the story. 

I chose characters according to the degree I know a person, the people I knew around me like my boyfriend, family and friends, and the villains are usually the people who become villain in my real life-world. I started to use them since when I was a child, I believe any beginner as a story-teller does, until now but I'm looking forward to change them so I could create better stories. 

For the creative style, structure, and organization of my story, I'll rely it first on my imagination. If I already have the full capacity to create, I can now bring my story in real life in a way that it can present the best drama on earth (chos lang). But at this very moment, I'm striving hard to learn more about writing from basic to  complex of it in order to create a reality out of my piece not just an imagination.